out of control .

latelyy , i've been all over the placee . i dont know what i want anymore . my mindd is spinning . one minute i want you . the other i want him . im desperately in need of advice and it seems like i cant tell anybody anything anymore . , people is too shady now a days and i dont trust em one bit ! "Scared of Lonely" has been on repeat all day . it explains exactly how i feel right now . i know i've always had that "i dont need a man to make me happy" mentality , but lately it seems that has washed down the drain . shitt fuckk , i have no idea what im saying right now . ugh im just trippin . nobody fucking understands ! including me . .