soo ever since i went on a fake safari in disneyworldd, i been wantin to go to africaa! lol idkk whyy. actually yeahh i do. i wanna go on a REAL safari. i wanna see zebras, and cheetahhs chasin us & stuff. i thinkk it'll be fun and scaryy at the same timee. haha. but uhhh. . before i die, i will most likely be visiting there. i also wanna go to France(: k thats it. byee.
it all started when i got my ring almost two years ago. at the time i was sure i was going to wait before marriage. i knew that would be a while from now, but i didn't mind. well all of that has changed now. i didnt realize how much temptation and pressure was out there! & believe me i am almost to the point of breaking my promise. im feeninnn and thinkin about things. . lol its crazy. right now, i kind of dont care about losing it. i know when i get older i'm going to regret it, so thats one reason why i DO need to care. but ughhh idkk. how do youu feel about thiss ?
well i'm not really a big fann of her. okk i DO likee her musicc & her mixtape: Beam Me Up Scotty is my shitttt. .but i thinkk i would like her moree if people weren't so obsessive over her! we got lil gurls tryna change they last name to Minaj, & sayyin they a "bad bitchh", & callin themselves "Barbie". btw: NONE of yall even look halfwayy like a Barbie doll. the only thingg "Barbie" about youu is that youu fake! i just thinkk its getting out of control! smh*
but anywhooo, i think Nicki looks very pretty in this picturee. It shows a different side of her(:
who is this guyy? & who came up wit his namee? haha. i'm probably latee but i never heard of him till i saw his video on 106 and parkk. everybody is goinn crazy over his song: "O Lets Do It". i didnt like it at firstt, but dis shitt is growin on mee(: yeaaaaaauhhhh! oh lets do ittt!(: if i had dreads i'd be swinginn em withh dis nigga! haha but anywayss . . .checkk out the video:
it seems like justt when i thinkk things are coming into place . . .they decide to fall again. oncee i thinkk im in a good place, somethingg badd happens whichh makes me believe i didn't belong there in the first placee. NOTHING & i mean NOTHING is going right for me latelyy. i find myself saying "FML" a lot. & its not because im depressed or emo or anything crazyy. that phrase has just become a response for everything bad that continues to happen to mee. i know things will get better. the questionn is: WHEN!!??
I pretty muchh thinkk Chris screwed his career. He used to be so finee when he first came out; & when i saw him on tv; I would start screamingg lol & just go crazy :) Now its just like ehhh whateverr. I mean his songs is cool but im jus not hyped about him anymore. "/
